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    thought that was him and then he said &#8220;its over for now&#8221;

    thought that was him and then he said “its over for now”

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    — 1 year ago with 253970 notes
    So today is the day, the day ive been waiting for ever since my first day here at st. johns&#8230; Graduation day. Its so bitter sweet. Im so happy to close this chapter in my life but so sad to see it ending and be leaving all my friends and sorority sisters. I havent known any thing other than them for the past 4 years. Im so anxious for today that i cant sleep. Im also scared to go home for good. Its weird how much my friends and i said senior year in high school said we would never drift and we did. Yeah I talk to them here and there and we hang out occasionally but we are different people than we used to be. They all stayed home and went to school back home for the most part and I left and went away to school. Its a little nerve racking. I don&#8217;t know what to expect when I get home but i hope its good. Im going to miss being here so much. Its funny how it works though, you start out freshman year and think &#8220;Man i can&#8217;t wait to be done&#8221; but when the time comes you dread it and wish it hadn&#8217;t gone by so fast. Im looking forward to going to nursing school finally and yeah people view me going to st. johns as a waste of time and money but i stayed because my mom begged me to, she wanted me to get a degree from here so I did. I messed up along the way and made my mistakes but whats life without some mistakes, you cant learn from something unless you fail first. So today I get to proudly say I am the first in my family to have gone to and graduated from college with a bachelors. When i am done with nursing school i will have two bachelors degrees. I hate that im leaving mainly because a majority of my friends are from here so they can still hang out after they graduate and I can&#8217;t do that. I can come back and visit, sure. But i will be back home 5&#160;1/2 hours away working and going to school full time. I just dont know when i will be able to come back. One thing though that I am certain about is that I will be coming back. I will miss my sisters more than anything. They are my family away from home and have gotten me through some really rough times my past 4 years here.. times i could never repay them for.. I am eternally grateful for having such an amazing group of ladies in my life. Never in my life have i had so many people care about me nor would i have ever thought that i would have had so many amazing women there to support me through the rough patches of my mom and brother having cancer. I am forever in debt to the Gamma Pi chapter of Theta Phi Alpha, the chapter i helped create. As the last alpha from my pledge class left still here It is a sad farewell for me. But I leave knowing that i have done my best, worked my ass off, helped my sorority every way i could and made the best of my 4 years here and with them. So to my sisters who have tumblr&#8230; I love you always and i look forward to having you all in my life until the day I die. Its a life long thing and im holding you all to it. Thanks for the best 4 years of my entire life and for making everything that has happened for me possible. I love you all, always. Cheshire 05 YITBOS &lt;3 

    So today is the day, the day ive been waiting for ever since my first day here at st. johns… Graduation day. Its so bitter sweet. Im so happy to close this chapter in my life but so sad to see it ending and be leaving all my friends and sorority sisters. I havent known any thing other than them for the past 4 years. Im so anxious for today that i cant sleep. Im also scared to go home for good. Its weird how much my friends and i said senior year in high school said we would never drift and we did. Yeah I talk to them here and there and we hang out occasionally but we are different people than we used to be. They all stayed home and went to school back home for the most part and I left and went away to school. Its a little nerve racking. I don’t know what to expect when I get home but i hope its good. Im going to miss being here so much. Its funny how it works though, you start out freshman year and think “Man i can’t wait to be done” but when the time comes you dread it and wish it hadn’t gone by so fast. Im looking forward to going to nursing school finally and yeah people view me going to st. johns as a waste of time and money but i stayed because my mom begged me to, she wanted me to get a degree from here so I did. I messed up along the way and made my mistakes but whats life without some mistakes, you cant learn from something unless you fail first. So today I get to proudly say I am the first in my family to have gone to and graduated from college with a bachelors. When i am done with nursing school i will have two bachelors degrees. I hate that im leaving mainly because a majority of my friends are from here so they can still hang out after they graduate and I can’t do that. I can come back and visit, sure. But i will be back home 5 1/2 hours away working and going to school full time. I just dont know when i will be able to come back. One thing though that I am certain about is that I will be coming back. I will miss my sisters more than anything. They are my family away from home and have gotten me through some really rough times my past 4 years here.. times i could never repay them for.. I am eternally grateful for having such an amazing group of ladies in my life. Never in my life have i had so many people care about me nor would i have ever thought that i would have had so many amazing women there to support me through the rough patches of my mom and brother having cancer. I am forever in debt to the Gamma Pi chapter of Theta Phi Alpha, the chapter i helped create. As the last alpha from my pledge class left still here It is a sad farewell for me. But I leave knowing that i have done my best, worked my ass off, helped my sorority every way i could and made the best of my 4 years here and with them. So to my sisters who have tumblr… I love you always and i look forward to having you all in my life until the day I die. Its a life long thing and im holding you all to it. Thanks for the best 4 years of my entire life and for making everything that has happened for me possible. I love you all, always. Cheshire 05 YITBOS <3¬†

    — 1 year ago